so Doc said I had tendonitus(sp) and suggested I get a wrist brace... dad had one and gave it to me today and yeah... this is something to get use to ...


it took me about a minute to close Mochi's cage door... its the easist thing to open and close... XD


but hopefully it'll help with the pains in my arm...

after finding myself not tired and yeah staying up till 5 in the morning... I decided to make icons. I made some sailor moon ones... this batch isn't done though ^^; I just want to post what I have so far...

( lookie under here )

and the icon I'm most proud of...

001

Current Mood: creative

this just reminds me that I HATE bit torrent... T_T because it takes forever to download something that there are no peers... XD

I'm trying to get a file with a shit ton of Sailor Moon music (I believe all of the songs from the cds and shows?) and the way its going I'll have the file in a day and 7 minutes...


DX not fast enough~!

aaaarg~!

I have no money and yet I'm surfing garagesalejapan and keep seeing cute sailor moon things T_T;


maybe once I'm in the new room and unpacked I can gather things that I could sell off to make a little extra money to nab me some SM things...


u 3u;

I found a website that has rips of high quality dvd rips of Sailor Moon (all of the series~) * 3*

and despite myself sleeping until 11 today, I helped my dad install a new fosit... and grabbed some paint swatches for my new room...

hmm... its hard deciding which colors :x

I just LOVE how I get fucking yelled at just for asking a question.

I saw that jason made some noodles and asked him. He jumps on me and bitches at me for no reason.


so now I'm fucking pissed of MORE because of his additude.


I was already pissed off because my right wrist has been KILLING me all day today and everything I do brings NO relief from the pain and I wont be able to see a doctor about it till NEXT tuesday.

Current Mood: pissed off

I am DOG TIRED D<


... ten years of stuff and dust and other such is just... really not nice to me T_T;


good news, half way done with the room area

bad news, theres still half of the room, the closet is FULL of models and other such, the two cuboards are full, and its dusty as hell in there.

good news, I'm actually going to be allowed to pick the color we're going to paint the room (as long as its not black) and maybe the flooring

bad news, thats going to be a little ways off I believe.

I had to move a mountain of boxes in my room to wheel my crappy chair back in to comp around XD

Current Mood: exhausted

I'm just letting you all know that I may not be on the computer for the next couple of days, working on my room, working on the spair room (SO MUCH CRAP DX) and gunna be painting (maybe putting in new flooring) and all that jazz to the spair room then move me into it.

so yeah~

I'm so tired and sweaty XD

I just relized in three months I'll be 19 XD

but I have a couple of plans for it..

I want to make my own cake. Yes, I want to make it XD but I need to find a place that sells white premade fondant o_o;

gunna just invite M, N, and T... to come over and if they can spend the night.

I wanna go to San Fransisco to Japan Town and maybe the Warf.. but the parents might object because they'd have to drive us XD


I'll probably add more as the days go by and my birthday comes closer and closer...



hurum... so bored D:

Current Mood: contemplative

H’okay… I need to make a list of things to do for like… tonight, tomorrow, and anytime after that..

Need to do things besides sit on my ass all day in front of the computer >_<



Tonight:

• Swap Mochi and Nori into each other’s cages for 45 minutes
  
• Clean Mochi, Bento, and Nori’s Cages
  
• Clean room up a little
  
• Shower
  

• Clean up soda cans/soda bottles
  
• Clean up trash
  
• Put any pictures/papers into flat rate box to go through later
  
• Throw anything unneeded away
  
• Start to pack up things if I can
  
• Shower
  

• Resume cleaning/packing
  
• Ask dad about cleaning spare room on Tuesday
  
• Resume cleaning/packing
  
• Shower
  
• Gather all clothing found while cleaning and
  put into dirty clothing hamper
  
• Go through things I didn’t throw away and decide weather to pack it up for
  storage, pack it up to up pack in new room, or that I really
  really don’t need it and toss it.
  

• Remind dad about spare room
  
• Help clean up spare room
  
• Talk parents into okaying me painting the walls
  
• with left over paint from rec room
  
• Shower
  

so I looked through one of my containers that I threw alot of fabric and stuff in and wow~

makes me really want to sew now >_<;

but what to sew? I have some cutesy panda fabric, some japanese brocade(but not really brocade... just designed like it and its really silky to the touch) thats kind of was cut out for a chinese top, but I don't think I'll ever finish it (been three to five years since I cut it out) and I don't think I'd fit it anymore anyways, I also have some stretchy snow leopard print fabric, some faux snow leopard fur, faux cheeta/leopard fur... and about six small 3 1/2 x 4 1/3 swatchs of fur of different types and colors.

= 3=; hm.

so I came acrost some plushes last night...

http://hatsukoi.deviantart.com/art/Tanuki-Raccoon-Dog-Plush-Doll-38916668
http://hatsukoi.deviantart.com/art/Tanuki-Raccoon-Dog-Doll-Sit-38916720

http://hatsukoi.deviantart.com/art/Shi-Kitsune-Fox-Plush-Doll-2-33512769
http://hatsukoi.deviantart.com/art/Shi-Kitsune-Fox-Plush-Doll-2-33512769

http://hatsukoi.deviantart.com/art/Kitsune-Fox-Plush-Doll-2nd-Pic-30772181
http://hatsukoi.deviantart.com/art/Toko-Kitsune-Fox-Plush-Doll-30771331

which I found so farking adorable T_T; and whats funny is that they were auctioned off last year XD -coughs-

but the thing is... their 'jointed' with cotter pins...

I look and find these...
http://www.king-cart.com/cgi-bin/cart.cgi?store=sassybf&product=Joints&exact_match=exact

...


but I'm still confused as hell about them o_o;

hm.

Current Mood: contemplative

so a while ago, construction started on this beautiful old coner house... It was run down and had seen better days, but I still saw it as a beautiful old house. I always wished I could live in it..

Anyways, they evicked or whatever the current occupants and started restoring the place... They stripped the house to the bare bones and lifted it off it's foundation to fix it, then they started fixing it up... I saw it finished today and its still as beautiful... and the good new is theres a 2 room apartment up on the top floor, the bottom is an office...


... T_T I'm really tempted to find out the rent and deposit and everything else... I'd KILL to live there... and I think I found it's listing on the Reporter's website.. if it is... rent would be $950+ deposit.

ahhh... T_T I wish I had a pen and paper with me while I was in the car... but I'd probably be scoffed at by dad if I did write the number to call down...


mouu~

Current Mood: indescribable

So I haven't been able to log into my Gmail account for some time now >_< meaning I have no idea who has commented... so I've switch my e-mail accounts to a yahoo one that I check daily, so if I ignored you, I didn't mean to because I honestly didn't know if anyone has commented ^^;;


and I relized, that I've been starting to talk about friends, using the first letters of their names. I also talk about others too and figured some people are completely... Wah? on figureing out whos who.


A has been my friend since 7th grade. We met when she saw my binder (it was covered in Yu-Gi-Oh! and other such anime) and yeah, friendship over anime XD

N has been my friend for... 3 years? I don't know, haven't kept track. She was introduced to me by T. I enjoy being around her. She is the only one I've ever told her I'm in love with T.

M was introduced to me by V at a Anime/Manga/Toy show in Sacramento. I get along with her famously, never pissed me off, never made me want to yank my hair out. We've been talking about maybe once we get good enough jobs, to save some money and move out together.

V ... was my friend for 4 years, but lately our friendship is crumbling because of the drama she has been causing and shes also split up the 'gang'. I'm slowly trying to get some things back from her that she has had for 4 years now... and I'm also slowly trying to end whats left of our friendship.

T has also been a friend since 7th grade. I'm head over heels for this girl, yet shes off limits now because shes engaged. But I also get along with her very greatly. Sometimes she annoys me, but other then that, shes good.

S is M's cousin, don't really know him that well but I enjoy his presence now, as apose to when I first met him. Hes cool though.

Mochi, Bento, and Nori are my pet Chinchillas. Bento is 3 years old (4 in october) and is the mother of Mochi. Mochi is 11 months (a year in october). Nori we aged to 3 months, but we've later taken it back to probaly 9 or so weeks old. Bento and Mochi are Homo(?) Beige and Nori is a Dark Standard.

Kree the family dog. Shes a Pitlab. Stupid, Funny, Loveable. :3 she follows me around when theres no one but me and will push my door open (even if its locked, the door knob is falling apart because of her) to sleep in my room if I'm in there.

Midori is my Ipod mini.

Peice of Shit is my shitty HP pc 8D

I'll also mention family members, but they go by the usual, mom, dad, aunt, grandma, ect. ect. I'll also mention Jake or Jason, who is my older brother.

did a little cleaning around the journal... updated my user info... still long as heck XD and also deleted icons... because I really only found myself using my YYH DJ icons XD

speaking of YYH DJ... I made an asylum for Yu Yu Hakusho Doujinshi... XD

gunna fix it up later though... tired~

Current Mood: content

finally all the plumbing work has finished... I can use the front and or back bathrooms again and not have to hold bodily functions for hours on end...


huraah~


my best friend, M, is having her 18th birthday on Saturday... she called eariler on the week to tell me she's having a little get together/sleep over... she didn't tell me the times, because she wasn't sure when she could have friends over... maybe I'll call her tomorrow... hopefully she wont be at work when I call her ^^;;


hmmhmmhmm...


I feel exhausted T_T; but its because I've been forcing me to fall into a normal sleep pattern... I have to be in bed at around 11pm-midnight and try to fall asleep an hour afterwards, which usually works... and I try to stay in bed till 5, though 6 is more better for me because the sun would be rising and it wouldn't be dark... 5 makes me feel like its the middle of the night cause its still dark ... and the body relizes this and makes me tired XD and I don't really allow myself to nap right now because I know that if I do nap, I nap for 5 or 6 hours... its because I wake up at 3am-4am and I remain tired...


hmhmhm.... thats all I guess XD

Current Mood: sleepy

I've been computer shopping... XD trying to find a computer that can have up to a terabyte of memory and also have top of the line graphics card...

heres one from dell

( dell computer )

I really like it... sept I don't like the price XD it may take me a couple of years of saving the money I do get to buy the damn thing...

ahh... my kingdom to play a game smoothly and with great graphics..

Current Mood: complacent

hm...

well the past two days have been intresting...


so we have a plumbing problem... what 30-40 year old house doesn't? well one or two of the pipes from the back toliet and the pipes where the washer and drier are connected are falling apart which led to big ol puddles collecting under the house.


yesterday the water was sucked out and the guy poored kitty litter (XD) all around the ground to futher soak up more moister.

Then today we had a bug sprayer come in because plumbers didn't want to deal with the insects down there...


sept NO ONE told me the guy was spraying for bugs which made me freak out about my Chinchillas Health. But they said it is safe and that it was a spray, not a mist of a fog, but I'm still warry about it. I tried to talk dad into letting them sit in the truck with the AC running for the time of the spraying and maybe an hour after. No luck... but then when I go to talk to him again an hour later (had to think of something else) he goes "Oh, they've already sprayed under the house and around it, their done and gone. They only sprayed for insects." ...



....



I'd love to not be left out in the dark... Specailly when the health of my chinchillas are at stake...


my parents most likely still don't see me as a responsable adult... just an immature child...

it just makes me so fustrated to be left in the dark with things like these T_T!

Current Mood: frustrated

Current conditions as of 6:53 am PDT

Fair
Feels Like: 57°
Barometer: 29.94 in and rising
Humidity: 81%
Visibility: 10 mi
Dewpoint: 51°
Wind: SSW 9 mph
Sunrise: 6:14 am
Sunset: 8:13 pm
57°High: 83° Low: 55°

oh california... when your this cold to make me switch from shorts to sweat pants and curl up in my blanket while on the computer is when I love you.



anyways... working on my sleep schedual again... fell alseep either at 11 or midnight... woke up at 5am but decided it was to early (dad isn't even awake then, so no one to talk to) and just woke up an hour ago... nice~

mmm now what to eat for breakfast when there is little to nothing in the house... blerrrg.

I found an old recipe that I can actually eat XD

its called Shit on a Shingle... :3


bascily its flour, milk, butter, turkey/chicken left overs, and bread.


but I usually eat it without the meat, so its just the sauce and bread... the sauce totally soaks the bread and makes it so easy to eat... and it tastes good to me ^^


its basicly a comfort food for me... mom would always make me a bowl when I was sick or healing from surgeries, and today it still is a comfort food, and now that I have the recipe again, I can make it more XDD


and I've been busy trying to make sim things... I customized a skin... but its not showing up when I try to make a sim in body shop... but when I load the file, it shows up... so heres to hoping it shows up in CAS....